ja, i know - but thanks for the reminder.

a local vortexer i know recommended a good book to me a few months ago... and since reading it, i've used some of the mental exercises which i initially thought were complete horse shit to change my mindset from depressed/gloomy & pessimistic to a hellofalot better all around. i don't feel as stressed, i think clearer, & i get more shit done. that and it helped me decide to accept my neighbours challenge of going back to school (again) and taking a course with him to shape up for a new career. damn i owe that guy a beer. lol

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i've been stressed about other stuff a couple years ago to the point that i was physically ill, not sleeping, and grinding my teeth in my sleep so bad that i'd wake up and not be able to open my mouth as my jaw was clenched shut... had i not read that book and begun changing the way that i think, i dunno where i'd be right now - definitely not as smoothe sailin' as i am right now! that's for damn sure. heh

hurray for not thinking everything sucks! :p